Poor Evelyn, Poor World

My wonderful Adolescent Psychology professor was in quite a funk today. She came in and yelled at us because she found out that a student had been plagiarizing all of her papers. I can understand Evelyn’s pain as that is the bane of any professor’s existence. To make matters worse, she was really upset about the participation in book discussions being so low. She actually said “if you aren’t planning on participating, just don’t show up!”

She was so flustered that she was actually shaking. After class, I headed to her office and we chatted for a while. We talked about the political issues that were swimming in my head last night. She confirmed my beliefs that the intent of laws has shifted from protecting people to relentlessly crucifying people for acting in supposedly “criminal” ways. That type of paradigm shift shows the completely lack of understanding of the human psyche and mind. Legitimate law is rooted in some type of empirical evidence; illegitimate law (like many that have recently been put into place) is rooted in nothing more than a maniacal politican’s “gut feeling.”

As if unethical law-making wasn’t demoralising enough, the masses (especially under a conservative régime) simply digest what they are handed. People are so apathetic that they don’t even look up issues on their own, but rather kick back and read what the newspaper has to say (that is, if they are even literate).

It seems like academic integrity is no longer a big concern for students either. I may be in a philosophical rut of bitterness right now, but am I really to blame for that? Maybe partly so.

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The opposite of love…

Tonight is simply one of those nights where I am overly frustrated with the state of the world and society at large. Injustice runs rampant and nobody seems to take an active approach to correct the problem. Those people that could potentially make a difference are too unethical and apathetic to do so, and those who strive and hope for a better world aren’t in a position to accomplish anything. I, unfortunately, fall somewhere between those two extremes. I’m not particularly in a place to evoke change, but I also don’t unrealistically believe that things will improve.

Elie Wiesel said that “the opposite of love is not hate, it’s indifference.” I believe that I have reached that point. I don’t hate the world in which I live, but rather I’m indifferently sitting back, watching the hope and my personal reveries drip slowly out of my ear.

That is all… or at least all I’m going to share with you.

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School

Today at school, one of my favourite kids was getting ready to leave and he said “goodbye Tom.” I looked at him strangely confused and said “my name isn’t Tom.” To that he replied, “I know, but I didn’t know your name.” I just thought it was cute that since he didn’t know my name, he just randomly chose a common one and hoped for the best. Those are the moments that make it all worth it. 🙂

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